Simon Parke  
Click here for Abbot Peter Click here for Simon's blog Click here for Simon's books Click here for Simon's consultancy Click here for Simon's retreats
      Cover of A Vicar Crucified   Cover of One Minute Meditation   Cover of The Enneagram

This difficult knocking

Posted by Simon Parke, 26 April 2017, 4.53pm

My hands are sore

They’re sore with knocking

I’ve been here awhile, no movement inside

Though friends say I must continue

They say I musn’t give up, not now

That I must keep knocking, perhaps change my hand, use the other

(I’ve used both)

Or knock harder, with more insistence

Or knock differently, perhaps, find new ways to knock

They imagine they encourage

But my knuckles are red

And I’m just thinking, selfish and stupid I know

But I’m just thinking it’d be nice if the door opened

That would be nice

Without this battle, does it have to be a battle, is easy allowed?

And such stunning and immovable silence

It might be the wrong door, I wonder this

I might be knocking at the wrong door, hard to tell, there isn’t a sign

Or perhaps the owner isn’t in…or doesn’t care

Not in the grand scheme of things, and why should they

This may be how it is

Because I think grace would open the door

Known at once by their enthusiasm


More blog posts  


January 2018

December 2017

November 2017

October 2017

September 2017

August 2017

July 2017

June 2017

May 2017

April 2017

March 2017

February 2017

Click here to follow Simon's blog on RSS

RSS 2.0